Touching stones again

Today I had being playing against Dani at university, we have changed our meeting's schedule and we meet wednesdays at two o'clock until five. I'm very weak now, I haven't played for a month and I feel weird touching the stones. When I arrive home at night I don't really want to play a game, I want to sleep or just talk to my girlfriend.

But he won me, so I have to study and play more, I want to improve. I'm competitive, I think that my own nature is to learn things, a lot of things about different subjects, I really love learning new things. So I'm going to apply this for go.

I was seeing Eloy's photos of Barcelona's Tournament. There're some of them. :)

So many time...

Touching go stones is so weird... So many time without them ...

Weaker :/

I feel weaker, I'm on a losing streak, it's quite painful. You sit and play, you lose, you play another game, you lose, and it repeats once and once until you close the window.

I think that sometimes I get quite obsessed with my KGS ranking, especially when I'm feeling that I'm stronger, I take a sight to my graph and it's near the next rank... But I lose... :/

Not play for win, play for learn and fun...

Not play for win, play for learn and fun...

Not play for win, play for learn and fun...
Not play for win, play for learn and fun...

Not play for win, play for learn and fun...

Not play for win, play for learn and fun...

Not play for win, play for learn and fun...

Not play for win, play for learn and fun...

Personal mantra... Oooom